aww.

-_-.

there are always 2 types of booklet/information pamphlet.
one for medical practitioners and one for everyone else.
and the one of medical practitioners are always 62,983,542,714 times thicker.

i woke up from a dream that jimmy smsed me to go to 600024 to play DOTA.
totally cracked me up. i actually sat up on the bed and laughed to myself.

pbl is kinda fun.
really.

u guys come under bball.

wanted to hang myself in the middle of it.
hate it when i played a shit game.

not like there ever was an agenda. but we were falling fast and swift through the clouds and all those in between. cant remember what it was that we ever talk about. but the voice was sweet and the weather gay. indie music screaming in our faces. your mouth a perfect curve. as if we ever needed gravity. down beneath a perfect blue. the earth was deciding whether to swallow us whole. but we were busy holding our arms up in the air saying i wish you were here.

there was no blueprint but we started gliding. slicing through the cheery on the icing. soft and warm like cotton wools. long forgotten summer blues. harpists singing i love yous. somersault from second floor. hiding till the anger storms. giggles through the staircase walls. you double dialed a secret code. all gone wrong but we laughed it off. holding hands like young unknowns. winter snow a playground song. autumn left and spring resumed.

we are here long ago. snake and dove got along. the valley dew filled the void. those who divides stood unite. humming to a tune so bright. sunny hills and roof top flaunts. all in all, a perfect noon. slumber off in the naught. pick up right where we left off. daisy chains, tablet form. pleasure seekers pick and roll. flip flops scattered ripples gone. droplets of bliss sprinkle on. avalanche of daily rose.

we could have burn the evidence and ran off.

the catcher in the rye.

starting to really hate this post-dinner/pre-bath time period. i am running out of people to stalk on facebook.

mind zonked. realised i need to finish pbl before thursday and bring my pbl to zurich with me because i am going to reach liverpool on tuesday morning just in time to catch the bus to New Brighton. ah brilliant. i mean perfectly timed :)

anw found this old photo off delia's. i love it :D so nicely inserted to ruin the pm5 posers photos >D
i miss my yellow pumps.

a million bucks.

slept at 3am. got up at 8, half an hour walk to the town area, 40mins of bus just to reach the ucct area to have teachings in a cramped room. wasnt all that happy especially after the lack of sleep.

but the teaching was really good :D the dr looked sounded so fierce and strict at first that i was quite put off and thought what might happen if i doze off in an 8 person group. but she turned out to be so good. and nice. and funny. and hot.

for the first time in this year i felt like a medical student :) and a million bucks. despite the fact that i cant remember what pheumothorax is called and kept saying pleural something and what borborygami actually means and adenovirus/rhinovirus/bacillus cereus and all that crap. but still i had a very nice day (despite the splitting headache deep inside my eye socket -_-) and i got a lift back :D

head getting heavier. but cannot take afternoon naps. arghhhh.

moans and groans.

sometimes i feel that girls are not meant to study hard.
at least for me.
contrary to popular belief, i dont come built with a burning desire to prove anything.
i only study because i like it. like reading a storybook.
sure i am competitive. but not the crazy extent. i just dont like the feeling of being outdone by people i dont look up to.
i should just stay at home, read a book or two, iron clothes and go for bball training. and sunday coffees and beaches. and football matches :D

right.
i can totally hear geowin mocking at me.
i really liked being the little part time clerk at SAD okay.
and i am not a high power sucker and i actually do like silly mundane job sometimes.
and i only did all the imucup stuff because i can and i happened to be the best person to do it and gandhi said be the change you want to see in the world and i just couldnt stand imucup being the way it was.

sigh weecheng what i truly miss about sajc was doing nothing but minding my own business and sleeping in the canteen and eating food off your plate and having only you to entertain throughout the day :)

i have gotten the facebook :D
i sense the stink of cyber stalking lurking at the back :)))
aye,
lady you are threading on thin ice here.

not sure thats what i want.

go home. find me when you are sober.

:')

what luck. of all the books i picked up in the library, the first book has to be on ******. not that i am, hm whatever.

library was great. finally, after 3 years, i can set eyes on fiction that i have no money to buy :) yay yay. and jimmy just told me that warwick people are coming in december. double yayness. i miss kim!

been sleeping alot these two days. alot. and i still feel sleepy.

arghhh patrick went diving!!!
:((
i want to dive too.
need $$$$$.
and nice beaches :(

daily bread.

but you said,

so i should believe and trust.

anyway random quote from House,
i have faith in god.
in you, i trust.